it seems like the time has come for me to move on.. instead of standing still.. being nudged to move is a bit difficult, when i am quite accustomed to the current status quo.. but things are changing.. and i can't stand still..
it is getting a bit depressing.. but i think i need to be strong.. and trudge along bravely.. think less.. care less.. feel less..
instead of putting this energy into something that is never actually ever going to happen, i should wake up.. smell the roses, or coffee, or tea, or whatever that will wake me up from a fantasy that i had constructed in my mind.. and face the reality..
but the sad thing is.. the light is not bright here.. looking for a sign is not easy.. it's like lost at sea, looking for land.. spinning, and hallucinating that i have made land fold.. i haven't.. still adrift..
splash me awake.. make me see where i should be going..
i don't want to be marooned..
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