a birthday afterthought..

so frinkie has become a year older than the year before somewhere this month.. while the feeling of being that year older is nothing new, the still-here but not yet paired, that is probably much more a bitter feeling..

each year, i make that resolution to step away and find that special person.. and i find that with each passing year, that has become a bit more difficult..

and with birthdays, i guess you just want to spend it with that special person, irrespective of where you're at.. the presents or the celebrations don't mean much.. it's spending it with someone who sees and loves you.. that is more important..

i don't want to be that tree.. stationary and keeps on adding rings to their trunks..

so i think i need to be resolute.. make those plans become reality.. move on..

if only.. if only..

we'll see..