got to..

a full 14 days off for the chinese new year..

got to see my parents and saw that they need more attention that what i am giving them now..
got to see my friends and saw that each has a story behind their individual lives all not willing to tell and face during this period..
got to see my relatives and felt a bit annoyed that they will poke and poke..
got to see my hometown and found that it seems to be a bit distant..
got to see a friend who remains a what if..

got to feel nostalgia, some good some not..
got to feel sad that this celebration has ended..
got to feel troubled as the road lies uncertain ahead..
got to feel helpless and wishing there you were..
got to feel empty and wish it could be filled..

got to be brave and face the journey ahead..
got to be happy that things are not as dire as seemed..
got to be proactive and find that special person..
got to be ambitious and move ahead in life..

just got to..